the new me.MOTTO OF THE DAY: Can't smile without you;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIAM.
yes, its finally your birthday. haha.

geog. we never did challenge them. stop lying to us. over & over again. gosh, whats wrong with you. actually paid attn during lit. wow. haha. okayokay. lol.

math. gosh, was i nervous. i was jumping up & down in my chair, over & over again. RESULTS, RESULTS! mom said she'd message me. giam told me to check NOW NOW NOW. haha. went straight to the toilet after math. before lit. CHECKED the freakin' phone. NOTHING. zilch. nada. stupid mother didnt tell me. bloody hell.

AHHAHHAHH. i promised myself i'd go back to the toilet at ten. if 'cher asked why, id just tell her i had a stomach ache. haha. couldnt wait, balls. put phone in bag & used it. SHIT SHIT SHIT. no response! i smsed my mom, 'FASTER'. haha. i was seriously jumping. JUMP. bloody hell. trudy also was like faster! HAHA. damn funny. soon, i shouted. COOK. damn loud, across the room. 'cher looked at me. HEH heh heh. god, was i pissed. i think i teared a bit. haha. no no no. couldnt be happening. i messaged ryan to tell him. he said it was a fluke. haha. sufiyah was like. NOOOOO. she was going mad. haha. she was so freaking hyper it was damn funny. gosh, i kept shouting cook. haha. at least a dozen times. i was trying to shout at sufiyah. which i did. haha. then she mouthed, "how you know?" then i didnt understand so i just told her to shout luhh. haha. so she did. lol.

okay, gotta calm down now. haha. MEP was damn boring. dino & i took pics. so fun. haha. used my phone a lot today;P. ms ang was wearing a dress, for history. okay, wow. no offence but it wasnt what i would call 'nice'. haha. a bit weird. lol. she said some stuff then started crying. gosh, i hate last days. everybody else was laughing. i dont get it. i felt bad. haha. i think everyone did. hugged her & stuff. took many pics. thank you so much ms ang. we'll miss you.

stayed back a while to see ms ang. as in bought cake for her & stuff. yakult! haha. didnt go sectionals cos SUPPOSED to have tuition. stupid 'cher cancelled again. so anyways, took 42 to kembangan to go to the hair shop. i didnt tell no one what i was doing. so only my parents knew, i think. so went there, & sat for 3 hours. read & learnt a lot. read OK. the aussie 'zine. i hope i look nice. thanks, so much. i actually love it.

came home, and slacked for a while. soon, mom asked whether i wanted to go to a. carol's to show her my hair. cos she's the one who reccommended the shop to us. left at 8. in the end, we ended up going to PP's house. gosh, i didnt even know we were going there. i was like, eh? where we going. walau, they never even tell me. his flat damn big. 5 rooms. so nice luhh. haha. so many pictures. lol. so we let the parents sit outside and talk talk talk. went to his room & watched tv. Patrick Dempsey was on TRL;DDDDD. so fucking hot. haha. in the end, we werent even watching tv anymore. we were talking & punching each other. haha. pillow fighting too? lol. we watched amerian idol, & i was screaming so much. haha. at cook & archuleta. both. lol. he kept telling me what was gonna happen cos he'd already watched it. haha. damn fun, can! lol. at like 9.30, we had to go. we always have to leave. so said bye & that i'd see 'em tomorrow.

went to a. carol's house after that. watched AI again. a. carol kept saying its good that cook won cos archuleta not mature or something. i was like "NO" haha. so funny. jack black's pants fell off! HAHA. damn funny. stayed until 11 then went home to continue watching.
Ang & I.

see the word 'depressed' over there?

laying on the floor.


the bottle which they hate oh-so much.
us, pies & ms. ang.he's squeezing my head, dammit.his fave band. haha.
collage of photos on his door. haha.