
MOTTO OF THE DAY: I don't dare look up, cos then she'll see the fear in my eyes.
woke up like super early. had a message, thats why. i've begun to watch One Tree Hill. or is it, began? hmm. anyway. its nice. haha. i listened to remus to watch it. lol. watched until like 12.45 then went to Big Ben's with Sa. she had just come back from school & i had to go. greeaaat. so left for band at 1.30. was late. gosh. i totally regretted going. urgh. i am, like, the odd one out everywhere & everyplace i go. i hate it, hate it. so had band. dad picked me up after. 5ish, i guess. got home, & started watching OTH again. im still watching it now. not bathed, not cleaned. i dont care no more. no more, kiddo.
And i swear
I could die right now
Having lived a life
And just think
It was only
The beginning.
P.s. Its only 6 days away, babe.